To be crazy is not a game. Just alive, and hope the perfect day. Nobody can understand if you like to become mad or if you are really sick.
Absolutly, you are alone in this big big word.. and you are lost. you can find your spirit with Buddy or Buddha, anyway we cry and we past our live for cross the death a few days after .. we don't know if this is tomorrow or 1000 days, we just know it's our future, so what !